edited(5.03pm)
i'm feeling damm fustrated now.
its five plus and i've not done any productive work.
bloody hell.
its labours day and only twenty two people are online.
i guess they are all mugging.
hahahah!

edited(5.07pm)


wasn't paying much attention on my chinese paper today.
& of all things of the world i started stoning for god know what reasons.
and i started panicking only when i realise the clock had ticked past 9.00am.
yeah,didnt finished my paper for the first time.

miss ong took over for maths!
i'm glad
now i must pay attention and stop talking to delia already.
chemistry was ok.

went for lunch at pastamania with delia.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEATRICE!:D

public holiday today.
can rest and study.
zai jian!(:

edited (8:03pm)
i've started on a chapter of both social studies and geography.
not very productive cause i wasnt paying any attention to it.
nevermind i shall try harder tommorow.
anyway all the best guys for your mother tongue paper that is gona start less than fourtenn hours time:D
i've very low-resistance level to noise.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI AND DEBORAH!:D

edited(8.04pm)

hello hello.
i haven't been studying time to wake up.
chinese paper tommorow.

for the past few hours i've been listening
Yiruma's music.
do check it out it's really cool.
soft soothing nice pleasent melodies.

one of my favourites.



as for today i think i'll study.
or rather i hope i study.
i guess it's gona rain soon cause i hear thunder and i see lightings.



sometimes people run away to be alone, but sometimes
they run away to see if you care enough to follow them .
and i've never been followed.

rainy days makes me feel happy.
it just makes me feel warm/nice.

i came across this sjc girl's blog.
her photography skills is fabuloussss.
one more step to get you out
school was ok!
but i was super sleepy.

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time i see your bubbly face
i get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin dry and warm
you give me feelins that i adore

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight

someone just told me something.
i dont know whether to choose to believe or not.
but i'm super dissapointed.
thanks ah!
keep the distance

i won't hurt you sometimes, i'm just a pain
and that's the way it is, that's just the way i am
I'm simple and easy to please.
But, you don't fall for girls that won't
break your heart.
the worst part of being lied to,is knowing that you're not good enough for the truth.
This sky will make me sick.
So i'll give up on this,
I'll give up on you.
no more walking around with my head down.
i'm so fed up with my thoughts of you.

once again you're on my mind.

somebody didnt come to school today):
morning assembly i think mrsc readss siri blog!.
eh siri be careful of what you blog horr.
hahaha.

then had chemistry.
the weather was damm hot.
the pe played frisbee(sp?)
i wana play tennis hahha.
then had chinese teacher didnt come.free period.
amaths finally understood some stuffs thanks to mr tan:D
after recess.
english.
mrs ng didnt comeeee.
then took picturesss with the candy factory.
kinda entertaining.
i realised we always do that and with the same people:D
& i was talking to somebody.
hahahaha dont ask me how.

the first thing when we entered maths class jh came to hugggg me:D
-winks.
yeahh was super boring and i didnt really paid attention.
then chemistry again.

went to compass with sulip and it rained really badly with thunder and lighting.
i was practically covering my ears and sulip couldnt stop laughing @ me.
so bad right.
hhahhaha.
lunched at yoshi then went home.

school was been quite enjoyable this few days.













i shall take a nap then go do my homework.
someone give me the motivation to study!

- The message tone sounds. Who do you want it to be?
Anybody,doesnt matter.

- When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yup.

- In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
i think it depends on the situation or well my mood.

- Do you take compliments well?
i'm fine with it.

- Do you play Sudoku?
i don't but i watch.

- If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
doubt so.

- Do you like to ride horses?
never tried,and i dont like animals.

- Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yeah.

- What was your favorite game as a kid?
hmmmm,catching?

- Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
why not?

- Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
to pursue

- Are you ticklish?
errr,no?

- Do any songs make you cry??
some yes.

- Do you know how to shoot a gun?
nope

- If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed??
passport,money

- How often do you read books??
everyday if you count textbooks.hahah

- Do you think more about the past, present or future?
both.

- Where is your dream house located?
no ideaa.

- What name brand is your computer?
compaq

- Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yup.

- What flavour is your favorite lollipop?
colaaaa.

- Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
bishan.

- Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep

- Do you look like your mom or dad?
no idea

- How long does it take you in the shower?
15 minutes

- Can you do the splits?
nope.

- What movie do you want to see right now?
mr beann(but i guess its gone),200 pounds.

- Would you like to make a shout out?


- What did you do for New Year's?
eat/sleep/breathe/blink/move/talk/yawn

- What song would you like to dedicate?


- Do you own a camera phone?
yup

- Who would you dedicate that song to?


- Candles or Incense?
candles

- How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
five to six.

- Do you like care bears?
ok.

- What do you buy at the Movies?
salty popcorn

- Do you know how to play poker?
nope.

- Do you wear your seatbelt?
nah.

- What do you wear to sleep?
shirt and short.

- Are you in love?
i'm not so sure either.

- Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny.

- Ever been to L.A.?
nahhhh.

- Did you eat a cookie today?
nope

- Do you hate chocolate?
never

- What do you and your parents fight about the most?
me not studying/using computer

- Are you a gullible person?
kinda.

- Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
nope.

- If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
i dont know.

- Are you easy to get along with??
guess so.

- What is your favorite time of day??
at night cause i can sleep.

as you can see i'm bored.
ok i shall sleep now.

this smile,it screams your name.

edited (11.06pm.)
i just got back not long & i must blog bout who i went out with.
met @ j8 then had dinnerrrr at pastamania again.
tried to eat really slowly and they kept making fun of me):
and we walked around.
then they tried persuading me to pierce my ear.
.
.
.
.
.
.
here comes the funnny part.
we boarded the bus and the two woman started turning mad really mad.
they started laughing at maths formulas.
i started imitating the couple infront.
they couldnt stop laughing.rx laughed until she kinda teared?
yes that bad.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
(i know the two human are looking at this)
i hoped they have stop laughing and found their way back home!(:

noodles!

ok maybe its not funny.
edited (11.13pm)

i just realised many people are having muscle aches when i had mine a few days ago!(:


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edited!

hey i think you're cute
would you like to be my new best friend?
we can talk for hours or just lay in bed
you're just the kind of kid i could grow old with
so won't you walk with me to the park up the road
i told you that i'd be right back
you said that i'll be the judge of that

i like backkseat goodbye!
go listen!hahahaha

i've been viewing alot of xanga blog's this past hour.
& i've finally started on the pop's video.
hahahha
edited.

this whole week was damm tiring.

had my 2.4km run in the morning just now.
i had two cute but annoying people calling me to wake up.
to tell you the truth i actually heard the calls but was too lazy to pick up!
hahaha(:

ok i'm glad cause i think i passed it like finally.
this means i passed everything!
:D
when i was running towards the finishing point,tatH was like come on priscilla you can do it.
HAHAHAHA.

ok that went to macdonals with ummm a toilet bowl demi and wenchi.

went to rm with qy and deborahh yesterday.
keep eatingggg.

penny calls me pris you know.
i dont know why.

ok my handphoneeee spoill already la):
it keeepsss doing funnny things.

time goes by so fast. people come in
and out of your life like that. you must
never miss the oppourtunity to tell these
people how much they mean to you.

five batteries tmr.
wish me luck.
i gotta do my history essay now.

everything is ugly behind something beautiful
hello world.

went for chemistry.
was sweating like mad.
hahahha.
then pe.
i think i'm gona fail 2.4 km already.
then went to the dental.
.
.
.
.
MrsO shouted at me during recess):
then had english.
did this debate thing.
then emaths as usual i wasnt paying much attention.
then chem again in the library.
manage to catch some balls from what missgoh was talking.

i had this weird dream the night before.
weird but pretty sweet,sweet enough to make me melt.
ahahaha

i can't wait for the CTs to be over.
so that we can go down to the guides room almost every other day to prepare for something important.
i'm quite use to it already.
hahahhaha.

as for now i think i shall go take a nap
then when i wake up i shall finish up my homework and mug for maths.
chao!

i gotta admit i can't get my mind off you.

time wont bring us down.











photos from friday.
hahahha ok.
there's school tmr mannn):

hello seniors this post will be dedicated to you guys.
thanks for eveything that you guys have given us.
without you all there wont be guides.
all of you are really nice people.
even though this is the last offical meeting you guys can still come right?
we sec threes promise to bring the company to a greater and higher level and will never let your hard work come to nothing.
trust us we wont dissapoint you all.
i just can't imagine guides without you all.
i'll miss you guys, those crazy times when we do anything that comes to our mind.
like how we will go "go (whoever) during thinking day in the indoor stadium "
do really silly things in buses.
looking back we start wondering how we have come so far.


theres always gonna be that one thing
you wish for but never get,
that one mistake you can never take back
& most of all that one memory you would
do anything for just to have it again.

i've learned that things change.
people change and they move on.
but it doesn't mean you forget the past.
or try to cover it up completely.
it just means that you move on
and treasure the memories.


SJC GUIDES.

what a sad friday the thirteen.
chi oral tmr.
confirm die i hope i get tcf.

it's friday the thirteen YO.

MOOD:sadMUSIC:heartbreak lullaby.

ok i'm off hiatus already.
there's master parade tmr?
but theres guides(:

school was okay.
emaths and miss ong seemed really pissed with th.
then was bio and history.
then chinese.

had cd in the hall with aircon!
i think if the school really want to do sex education they seem to be just touching onto the surface and not going deeper telling us bout sex what it really means and
what will happen.
not trying to be disgusting or what but that's seems to be the only way.
had ss.

headed to compass for lunch then came home and slept.
i haven napped in the afternoon for a long time already.
and staying back everyday is tiring me out.

The minute you think of giving up.
Just think of the reasons why you held on for so long.

yesterday.
nothing much.
cam whored like shit during geog.
during emaths jolene kept asking me to look at his dirty green underpants.
HAHAHAHHA.
then had guides.
POP IS POSTPONED.
best news that i've ever heard!

i need to hunt for my book now and do my homework!
i ordered the book for a long time but miss goh haven't gave it to me yet.









i need to get new specs!(inside joke)
hahahha.byeee(:

there's something i got to tell you but i'm not ready for it.

which to bury,us or the hatchet?
everyday is just another boring day.
i'm so tired i have no energy for tmr.

shouldn't i be on a hiatus?hahah
but a short post wont die
ok nightss.

hello am i that invisable to you?
or is it you're pretending not to see me?
& have you ever thought of what other felt?
and it seems nothing we do will convince you

The worst part about being lied to
Is knowing that you're not good enough for the truth.



sorry guys i'm gona go for a short hiatus.
i'll still reply to tags.
hahahaah.
i need to sort things out & i'm feeling damm numb.
there's school tmr):
pop in nine days):
what a sad priscilla.
hahahahha.
okay goodnight byebye(:

paint my life with the colours of the rainbow.
i need a new skin.

tsk some people are damm anal.
downright.

school sucked like usual.
half the time i was running to the toilet.
cause hahahahah.

and i have to stop sleeeping in class.
like how i jumped when shakita tapped me during maths.

i keep getting moodswings.
huanxuan say i stone:(
i think i keep stoning in sch also.
i'm kinda piss with myself i never seem to get things right.
bye.

MOOD:yawnsMUSIC:offf.

ok i shall update on camppppp.

day one.
rained.
bad way to start camp and they had photoshop course.
then we had footdrills.
dinnner and ghost tunnel.
no more for next year.
i hope the girl is alright.

day two.
had physical training.
siri i told you i'll get to skip it!hahahha.
afterwhich we had orieentaring.
then we had the field cooking.
disastrous.
then had the combined lecture thing.
me and jose kinda fell alseep and someone heart beat damm fast ah cause someone eyecandy there ah.
tsk tsk(:
then went straight up for campfire preparation.
damm fun!
went to bathe with delia(different cubical)
then went up to wait for campfire to start.
if you read other blog you'll probably know what happen yeah.
but still emcess tried their best although they werent strong enough!
then it was the saddest moment in camp.
it doesnt feels good at all seeing my own seniors cry.
yeah but i could feel many kinda realise their own faults.
then we went up blah blah.

day three.
woke up breakfast.
then we had the combined ug exchange.
sec one ahhhhh.
then they headed to rm to buy food while us(joseleen,delia,cherly,char,rouyu)
went to the guides room to take nap.
HAHAHAHHAH.
almost everybody fell alseep.
then had mastine cooking.
blah blah headed home.

okay i need to thank all the seniors who help us out during camp.
we really appriecate your effort and the only regret is that we only got closer to you guys this year where all of you are gona pass out soon.
you guys have been the best seniors ever.
cried together laughed together rolled together!
i love you guysssss.
you guys will get something really special during farewell night!
maybe rx nude photo?
0.o
:D

guiders:i'm really sorry for the bad performances for the whole camp!
pained my heart to see you guys *
<33333333333333

and also if the two npcc sec two are seeing this i'm sorry for scaring you guys.
yeah damm sorry(:
and i know the sec two npcc are sad they didnt get to perform.
big big sorry!

ok yeah sec two really mature welll most.
happy to see it.
and thanks for those who stayed thru camp with us!
hope you guys kinda enjoyed it.

mynah:i'm really proud of you guys.you guys took the initative to do things.get things done.
though i scolded you all i hope you guys will always be united!(:
esther and i was very touched when you all came to tell us bout the flag thing!this proved it meant something to you!(:

pictures.
























guides style of golf!
hhahhaha


























today.
dammm boring.
almost before recess were free period.
during ndp me nd delia were talking we can nvr be good leaders.
cause one we went to apologise to whoever we scolded during camp.
HAHAHAHAH.its dammm stupid i know.

okay i kinda miss camp thought it has already been two days.

edit @12.35 pm
i just read a few guides and scouts blog and their comments really hurt.
sorry for this really bad experience
but all i would love to say is dont judge when you dont know everything.
dont ever do that cause you dont know how much time we took just to plan the whole thing out and we didnt wanted things to turn out like that.
sorry bout i got to say think about your own behaviour during our campfire also.
no more inviting of scouts.no more.
if you happen to chance upon this never flame my guides flame me alone dont flame them cause this are my personal thoughts not the thoughts of my guides.
i got to make it clear.
yeah.


camp was kind of a dissapointment but still i never regreted going for camp.
oh man i think i kinda miss camp by this time we should be going for supper soon.

everyday sure got something happen one.

i'm feel really happy.
cause my patrol is so much more bonded now.
c has mature i'm so happy to see that.

i love guides.
i can't wait for the another camp that is gona be held!

ok i got no mood to update about it.


hello i miss you.
i just think of you.
bye bye.